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Saturday, October 13, 2007

SHIFTED

well i cant guarantee it will be updated often as well.. and it will be mostly friends-only. =)


7:26 PM


Thursday, September 27, 2007

its not ok.. and im not alright...

im hurt. hurt way beyond words. i need u back. but its futile.. everything in this life means nth to me anymore.

its just emptiness now. and loneliness. never will i be truly happy again.

and i guess... u dun care. anyway.


10:23 PM


Sunday, August 12, 2007

sitting here staring at the com at this late hour. talking to my friends, i think abt the stuff i went through. i noe i shldnt get treated like this.. but yet.. i hope it wouldnt happen again.. hais. perhaps... the next time... there wont be this again..

of cos.. i haven gotten any studying done... =( im gonna fail. i so need my motivation back. and i hope my brain can pull thru all that last min studying like it has always been and we'll be alright eh brain. guess sitting in front of the com too much watching potter puppet friends gets me talking to my brain. cos that is really a damn lame series. hahas. got it off timothy joshua's blog. cheers boy. needed a laugh from the stress. lol...

and i miss baby alot.. cos he's out at a chalet and we spend the day at his house this morning. but still miss him alot alot right now. roars.


1:44 AM


Saturday, August 11, 2007

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)


You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
The Three Question Personality Test


Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Layered Bob
What Women's Hairstyle Is Right For You?

see see baby. LAYERED BOB. lol. that means short hair. hahas.

Your Lucky Underwear is Blue

You are caring and extroverted. You've made relationships your number one focus, and your lucky blue underwear can bring some balance to them.
You thrive in one-on-one situations. You are a good listener and a natural born therapist.

Sometimes you let the concerns of others become too important in your life, leading to stress and worry.
If you want more balance, put on your blue underpants. They'll help you take care of yourself first.
What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?


"You've made relationships your number one focus"--> this is so god damn true.


12:19 AM


Your Birthdate: June 21

You're a restless rebel with an unpredictable nature.
Bright but unbridled, you tend to seek out wild experiences over new ideas.
People are frustrated by your great potential, but you love your unconventional life.
You're a heartbreaker. People get attached to you, and then you're gone.

Your strength: Your thirst for adventure

Your weakness: Not taking time for slow pleasures

Your power color: Hot pink

Your power symbol: Figure eight

Your power month: March
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?


lol see.. my power colour is so hot pink. hahas.. well im definitely not a heartbreaker. cos them guys are the ones who always break my heart. so yeap. lol. and i noe that some ppl thinks that me and him are going thru some turmoil. true. but we are so much in love yet again. i love u baby!!! and im gonna do whatever u asked me too.. cos i love u.

here's a meaningful song for u baby to tell u how i feel:

it's from the step up soundtrack, for the love by drew sidora feat mario.

[drew:]
Every time I think about those times I did not have you
Everytime I think about how my life was incomplete
Every day I struggle to breath to laugh, my heart skipped a beat
From now on, you're the only thing I see

My best and my worst to you it don't matter
You can see through my flaws and keep lovin
Me, me, me
Each day we spend together gets better
With you I can do anything
And I share it with you....

From now on, everything that I have is yours
For the love of you
From now on everything that you need is yours
For the love of you

[mario:]
Do you remember the night we stood out in the rain
Soaking wet those 3 words I could not say
I love you
Now there's three things I need to do
I'll lay you down then lead you
Tomorrow take you through all night long
It's only you I give my heart to
Now baby i can say these words

[drew:]
I want you, I miss you, I need you
It's only you I give my heart to
So kiss me on my lips, boy I love you
You open my heart now it's yours
Anything you want and more
Let me know, let me know
Everything that I have is yours
This is what I'm saying
For the love of you
From now on
Everything that you need is yours
For the love of you

[mario:]
For the love of you, girl

oooooh
You know you've got me girl
You know you've got me baby
Yes I love you babe
Got nothing but because
Boy, you got me crazy
Never let you down
We've got nothing to lose, baby
oooh

I'll be knocking at your door
I'll be ringing at your door
From now on
Everything that I have is yours
For the love of you
From now on
Everything that you need is yours
For the love of you

Yeah, just me and you baby, from now on
Anything you ever need, you ever want
Consider it done
Cause I love you


and i love u so damn much dearie.


12:09 AM


Tuesday, August 07, 2007

FINALLY! all the dumb projects are finally over and damn i am glad... stayed over so many nights last week, ending with a final one on sunday night at forum's mac to make sure nobody slept. and all of us worked hard didnt we, my darlings from geek convention. lol. it was hard work. but we managed to survive. =)

im feeling awfully odd now. without seeing the girls today and not doing work at all. ah but well still got spec dip to do. sianx. and exams are coming up next week so i got to study. and i have no motivation. not yet anyway... i need to rest and i need to play a little.. or else i'll become all workaholic. and i'll go crazy that way. hahas...

well i bet the girls are still aslp. cos none of them online and nobody has blogged. hahas. other than jolian awake to study for her gems test tmr. hahas.

alright i gtg do dumb spec dip. rar.

ps. love dear so much. did so much surprises for me as i stayed up late into the night to do my work. dear u rock!


3:05 PM


Thursday, August 02, 2007

mmr's so finally over. the geek convention chionged last night at sue's place. not a very productive night but i guess everyone was tired. all in all, at least we manage to complete the report. like finally. and a day earlier too. damn glad. well still have dma and freaking fw to finish up on before going into exams. i feel so dead.. so exhausted..

had fun ydae. kinda. netty took unglam pictures of us sleeping and even made a video. how mean right. she better not put it into youtube. or gc is so gonna kill her...

baby's current working real hard at this bar at the red dot museum, named Boulevard i think. it's tough to work and study and have a gf at the same time, so im gonna be a real nicey thingie to baby, and not give him any trouble. i got to be real understanding at the same time. meanwhile i just got to get my own entertainment. =)

i love baby. and i love my girls. geek convention rocks.


8:56 PM


Tuesday, July 31, 2007

here we are right now. the geek convention's convention. lol. mmr project stayover at my hse right now. and dear. dear is really, the greatest dear in the world. there i was. foolishly taken in when he said he wanted to update his address book and so i gave him my address. and he kept asking me if i had enough money. i wondered.

and there i was. playing crazy taxi half hr later. and a mac delivery man shows up in front of my door step. and i thought he send it to the wrong place. then the receipt spelled his name wrongly, but there it was, the phone number. baby's phone number. im like so touched. there was like my favs inside. mcflurry, mcspicy, many cups of coke + one cup of milo(love this loads, i just found out cos it's all in the same kind of container), and nuggets. like was meant for all of us to share lahs. dear's sweetest. he treated us all. LOL. loves baby. lotsa lotsa loves. =)


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